Taxtax

His loyalty had proven unwavering, I leer about as he assumes he is not seen, he maintains decade long routines, attends to his own, navigating difficulties diligently. Daily, when he assumes no one is watching, he proves to his loyalties, that he is nothing if not dedicated to them, that he survi...

I’m not a narcissist.. I’m not it’s just.. It’s just.. Just how I am vain, I think myself above others, as more capable, naturally more desirable. Just how I am deceptive, I play out social experiments, to gain insight, to find patterns, I find the best ways to each persons favor, I am loved by eve...

I cannot sleep, Your gesture has left me in a daze, this is all I have desired, yet this is not mine for the taking, Is it? This is some trap, no? I’ve played this role of fool before, I’ve stitched my heart on my sleeve, Though bleeding it may be. I can’t sleep, I turn at the notion that I shou...

A throw of the door, I am greeted by you, back turned, stargazing, cool night breeze whisking, clear skies, hardly lit at all. You make your charming jokes, trying to break tension, trying to reconnect. I see glimpses of you everywhere, we’ve stood here once before, i’ve seen you standing in t...

Cw: mention of self harm, minor bodily gore. we’re all so very sad, aren’t we? Fervent desire encapsulates my being, Pressure building inside me, tasks I find autonomous, now, now require my whole attention. Just to withhold my rage, my torment, my betrayal. My desire to grasp someone, someone, s...

Cw: allusions to suicide Three silver bullets. Engraved with what will surely kill me. Three names. Three fates. Case one. R̷e̷d̷a̷c̷t̷e̷d̷. A ghost, who lingers. He taught me how to live. How to be a person, not just some doll to get his hands on. He taught me how to love, how to breathe. He...

Cw: blood and allusions of suicide I adore his stance, The way he idles. Enlightened by that grin, Occasionally flashing his silly demeanor. Entranced by his diligence, Ensuring I may never flinch, at the hands that have caused harm, never without reason, never to my disdain. I am beside myse...

Before me lays a woven fate, defined, predetermined. Every thread lain by my hand, wether neatly or in disarray. Night by night I remain, I watch as the hands I’d like to call my own pattern and place my course, I stare in disgusting awe at what they may lay before me. I have been entrusted with the...

There’s a leak in the roof, There’s a leak in the roof, and I cannot feel my hands. There’s glass in the carpet, and I am enveloped in the viscosity of my own breath, suffocating me. There’s glass in the carpet, and I sit pretty, for I was made to endure, not to undo. The wall has a hole in it,...

You're still here... Straining the limits in the corners of my mind Carefully prancing around. The holes in my memory, show no proof. Spanning over years at a time, Folding themselves into disfigured sights, Leaving me dazed, should they be triggered out. Why am I scared of you, Why do you make me ...

I tore my way from chains Out of a room enveloped in fear. Only since then, You've placed weights on my shoulders, The chains held me, The weights strain every movement Pull and tear my limbs. Pride has gripped your skin Rearing it's nasty head. Dissolved in your mind, A mind devoid of warmth lef...

I have no opinion. No feeling. My mind floats, As my head fills with fog. My vision fades and my body tenses. What's left is not my own. You've made me to be a doll, Manipulating each limb, As your tongue spits notions of hateful desire. Every waking breath, Spent in fear of your response. Slippin...