Five dreams I had of you last month

1. We was at the beach. Our feet was in the sand. You complained that it was getting in between your toes and it felt uncomfortable. The sea was roaring. Crashing yet lightly reaching the shore. You got sunburn. It wasn't a good time.

2. You said that you don't deserve me. A blanket was hiding you, your voice muffled. I sat on the edge of bed. I ripped the blanket off you, revealing you. And I said "Don't ever say that again. You are the best thing to happen to me".

3. We decided to clean up my apartment. My apartment is constantly a mess especially when my depression is at its worse. First we clean the dishes and let them dry them we read my suicide notes together, cried and then ripped them, putting them in the trash where they belong.

4. The bath was filled with bubbles. Maybe too many. We sat in the water, staring at each other. You looked like you were bottling something up so I asked you. You said that this was your first time bathing with someone you love.

5. You were so far away on the other side of the bed. I moved myself over to you. My arms wrapping around you, legs tangled. I said "You were my secret, a secret I have never told".

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