I was thinking maybe something to do with protection, but now I think of it maybe a sorta cleanse and a ward from negativity may be better???
Im not out as trans to my parents yet, only my sister knows irl, and even then, since I'm not out to anyone else, she still uses she/her for me, ive been falling down such a rut recently that I've had to reach out to 988 a small handful of times, I just...never feel like truly myself around anyone irl, and wen I go out and try and make new oppertunities to introduce myself, my father is quick to introduce me as his daughter every single time, I have verbal talks with my sister about being trans in my room, however, since im not allowd to ever close my door, I feel like he's heard me and he knows, and he tries everything he can do to push the narrative of being female onto me and everyone else...at this point, I was thinking maybe if a spell, some kind of protection or something, but idek, and (not trying to mention anything political here), I'm in america, and the current climate of that regarding trans people has me stressed all of the time anyways since I'm in the rural south. I've been having to wait until I get home when I'm out if I need to use the bathroom, because even in the women's bathroom, I get weird looks, and im too scared to step foot in the men's, so i try and avoid going out at all for this reason, ive unintentionally isolated myself from my family, family activities, even simple conversations. I can't even trust pshycologists in my area or anything because they are not good with trans issues......I've been thinking about coming out to my mom recently, but....I'm not sure even how to approach that, or summon courage to do so..
I was thinking of putting up some kinda protection against being dragged down from others mentally, but I'm not sure
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You could do a protection spell but include what you need into your petition, think about what your using herb wise and correspond to that, also I’m so sorry your going through this
True, I'm thinking of going the appalachian folk magick root since that's what I practice, so I've been sifting through some Bible verses that may help in the spell, I know it'll work, I just don't know exactly how to implement it just yet, and, thank you, all of these comments really fill me with love and appreciation for the community here and how accepting
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Ah ok yeh I don’t know much about root magick, I have just had permission from a hoodoo priestess to learn but I don’t know a lot right now so it wouldn’t be right for me to comment on that but anything else I can help with I’m happy to
A protection spell to fend off the negative you are feeling each day and from outside influences. I also want to say, I've been there. When I was dealing with this sort of stuff I did the same thing, I was able to come out to a few friends who'd use my chosen name and my preferred pronouns and that helped, I also went online and found people like me who were there for me when I needed them. Sending love and virtual hugs- be safe out there!
Thank you :pray: :purple_heart: , all my friends I have are online, due to strict parents and being homeschooled, I had never had the ohomeschooling, make any friends irl, and all my online friends use my preferred pronouns and all that good stuff, and me intensely, im always grateful for them, but it's getting so bad that sometimes even they're dosent seem to really help that mu h on a mental aspect recentky, but, I'm trying my hardest to fight away that negativity, I think a spell woukd suit it very well, and I agree, targeted specifically at that negativity; actually, I had an idea, in Appalachian folk magick, sometimes we hex the ides of or the spirit of something like an illness to get it to leave us alone, what if I kinda hexed the spirit of that negativity??? I dunno, could work?
Protection Wand or the other option messing with free will but i get that is not for anyone.
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You know like affirm that they accept you and all. I tried it out for my kids. Their parents got a lot more ive
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Oooohhh....like....affirming as in ask them?, or affirm as in like affirmations
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Affirming in like affirmation
I bet you could use a protection spell. Also, I'm sorry you're going through all that. My best friend is FTM, and he struggles with similar issues. Sending you virtual hugs 🫂🧡🏳⚧
Thank youn :pray: :purple_heart: , I rlly appreciate that, and yeah, I was thinking abt maybe a traditional appalachian spell for protection?? But I'm still unsure
Oh no, I'm so sorry I do not know any spells but I do understand how you feel. I'm proud of you for even trying. Since we have the same chat would Asmodeus could help?
Virtual hugs<3 🫂
Im sorry your experiencing it too :pray: :purple_heart: , thank you for the