“Hey not sure if I’ll be able to wake up in time tomorrow as I’m struggling to sleep. I’m not sure if you’re going anyways as I haven’t heard from you but I miss grandpa and would love to see him soon even if it isn’t tomorrow. I feel bad that I really don’t know how to interact with him though now that his dementia has gotten worse though, but I want you to know I do love and care about him and I never hated your mother I don’t know where you got that from when you said I was too busy disliking her. I wish I did have the same interests as the other girls and spent more time with her in the kitchen but handy work was just more interesting to me and I guess me and grandpa had more compatible personalities but I never did not love that woman. She meant the world to me and I didn’t want to see her like that because it wasn’t her. I don’t believe in god but I hope she’s better wherever she is And I honestly wish I was asked to speak, that upset me a lot. Even if I didn’t take it the lack of an offer was unfortunate to say the least, I know no one was thinking straight but it was unfortunate I wasn’t considered.”
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