Bore monologue

I don't blame you for talking to other people, literally anyone, but me. I get that I'm boring and that's okay. I couldn't blame you. No one wants to talk to someone like me. I may be enough for a month, maybe two, but not more. I wouldn't talk to me as well. Just blame it on me. I don't care, anything else. My looks. My thoughts. Just anything. Just give me one reason, why I'm wasting myself for you with no good result, and I'll understand. And I'll keep trying. Trying to feel noticed by you again. But it seems it won't work.