Nightfall God gifted me a soft soul And trusting heart But once i am alone Darkness finds me Doubt fills my soul And pain shoots though my heart Loneliness catches up The shadows whisper They whisper words  which lay long in the past I dont want...

Misjudged You took everything I had to offer  everything until I was bare of anything to give  and when there was nothing left but the air that I breathe  you proceeded to pull it out of my lungs  little by little  bit by bit  until my body gave up beneath yours  ...

𝚂𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚔 𝚂𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚔 𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚛𝚘𝚘𝚖 𝚂𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚔 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚓𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚕  𝙰𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚙𝚎𝚗 𝚂𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚔 𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚒𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚂𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚔 𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚎𝚙𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝙰𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚊𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚝 𝚂𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚔  𝙱𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎...

Rotten Scared of the evil your create Once you notice it's too late Claiming to own all knowledge Pushing poets off the edge Tell me how does it feel Knowing only rotten ones will kneel You are nothing now and never will be Self absorbed and to blind to see ...

After you Everyone tells me I need to move on That this is not the end  and I will learn to live with it Of course.... Of course I will and I am doing it all  I am doing my best My best in distracting my thoughts  Not only myself but everything that makes m...

ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɪᴛ ᴜsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴛʜʀᴇᴇ sᴘᴇᴄɪᴀʟ ᴡᴏʀᴅs ɴᴏᴡ ʟɪsᴛᴇɴɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɪᴛ ᴏɴʟʏ ʜᴜʀᴛs sᴏ ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇs ᴜsᴇᴅ ɪᴛ sᴏ sᴇʟғɪsʜʟʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅɪɢɢᴇᴅ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ɢʀᴀᴠᴇ ᴏғ ᴍɪsᴇʀʏ ʀᴇᴀʟ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ɴᴏᴡᴀᴅᴀʏs ɪs ᴇxᴛʀᴇᴍᴇʟʏ ʀᴀʀᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴜsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴏʀ ʟᴜsᴛ,  ᴜɴғᴀɪʀ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴜsᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀғғᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴏɴᴇ IC...

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